Something is happening around me. Either, I’m definitely buying into this while evolutionary shift thing, I’m suffering from some new-adult crisis, or our generation is really as fucked up as it seems… I feel like everything in my life is changing so quickly, I can’t keep up… From my little corner of the universe, my one own tiny perspective of all the vast realities of planet earth and all of us that inhabit it, are sickly these days. Overwhelmed… like a cosmic hangover,unable to recover from the whiplash we all got when whatever moment it was that threw our earth into this chaotic destructive spinoff of whatever minuscule orbit of “normality” we used to take for granted happened. And sometimes i think I’m just being dramatic. Sometimes I wonder if things are so incredibly different these days than in the past. They genuinely seem so.
And everyone else seems to be just as stunned as I am, with the state of things that is… or am I wrong about that? I feel like my personality is breaking down into more simplistic parts. I imagine it like a fluid moving shiny sparkly goopy ethereal blob turning into a soft vibrantly-colored geometric prism of sorts… And all the things that were beautiful and wondrous and confusing and random have themselves figured out into more scientific, simple understandings and corners and shape. And things just aren’t fun anymore.
Guhhhhgh I’m going to be alone forever.
